Its June already and its almost a year without you that I had been struggle hard to let go everything about you, about us. Do you know how I've made it through the past years? It was difficult that I could even die. No, there was just a time that I felt like dying. But thinking of you, I couldn't. Seeing you everyday in class, and being in the same class for tutorial session how could I stay away from you when the situation aren't. And today I still remember those moment Im lying on the bed crying every night thinking that I'll never stop loving you, but to still love you until now its more like being stabbed by a knife. Its hurt. So now Im survived, I did.