We had another fighting before these shit happens, I can't remember everything exactly but I told him how horrible he made me feel sometimes. How I felt he was trying to replace me and memories of me with another girl and at one point when I started crying, he calm me down and he was on the verge of tears, too. He told me, he will always be with me. So, there is another promises. We used to talk about what my favorite thing to do when I'm with him after things got softer. I told him that I wont be the girl that he can cheat or dump for. He looked down and nodded. We continued talk, reminisced our first met and how he make surprised on my birthday. Sing me lullaby every night. I just, just can't forget everything you did to me.
And now everything just change into another part. We became stranger, but yes, I still love you. What I've to do is pray, pray and pray. Am really hope that things will change even times can't be undo. I'm always gives you chance, you know it right? I'd wait for you regardless Hafiz even it take a year, or more or less.
Sigh. I'm just wondering how long its going to take.